Independent LIFE with DOSA , Helter Kelter and The Pakai GROUP

is kholiden is your real name?

2010-05-23T07:38:00.001-07:00

yes.. it's my third name~ d[^_______^]b

Marilyn Monroe Quotes

2010-05-10T22:50:00.000-07:00

Marilyn Monroe Quotes: "Being a sex symbol is a heavy load to carry, especially when one is tired, hurt and bewildered.
Marilyn Monroe"

Buddha Quotes

2010-05-10T22:49:00.000-07:00

Buddha Quotes: "A dog is not considered a good dog because he is a good barker. A man is not considered a good man because he is a good talker."

Are you an introvert or an extrovert?

2010-05-03T11:35:00.001-07:00

is hard to ask for both?

Ask me anything

who do you admire ?

2010-05-03T11:34:00.001-07:00

i admire, girls that are faithful to their love..

Ask me anything

formspring.me

2010-04-03T08:01:00.001-07:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/dosaneraka

Got back from Heartbreak

2009-12-14T20:17:00.001-08:00

It's nearly 2 months i have been vanish from others..

This world does not have a happy ending life, and why i said like that..
I feel in deep pain towards love, seen's I have been in one, what did she do to me?
or why am I like this.. in that 2 months i questioning my self with that question, YES i really miss her, i gave my 100% commitment to this SO CALLED "BUTTERFLY" am i being punish? but why... i never hurt anybody around me? i've never been in love before...
i never had a Girl Friend before.. but when i love someone, why am i being punish like this.. When i was had a conversation with her, i always dreaming about my future..
I dream.. and keep dreaming till i've run out my phone credit, i dream about her.. about her being my children mother, whether she could be the best mother they never had, i dream to be a very rich person so that i can build my family as wealthy as i could.. and never been as i am now..
she could be my beautiful wife, a caring wife, a power wife.. she's understand me...
every word that we talk about on the phone, it's just make me think it's real..
but it is just a dream of some boy low life boy like me..
we talk about what the name of our child.. it's really freaks me out actually to ask her about that kind of stuff, but.. she reply it with a understanding answer..
I said to my self, SHE IS THE ONE FOR ME!!!
but now, my dream is over.. I always be a single.. and always have been one..
am i not good enough for all girl that they are out there..
as who are the same faith like me... keep on saying this word "SHIT HAPPEN" everyday in our life, shit really happen..
this will not be the end of it..
i'll post something for later..
have a nice world to all.. have mercy on love..

post by dosa
created by "the man"

2009-10-20T22:01:00.001-07:00

Good Charlotte -The river acoustic with lyrics
MUST CLICK IT!!!

Worried

2009-10-19T23:29:00.000-07:00

Last night before i'm going to bed..

i got a text messages from someone, it said that my butterfly is warded..
the whole i didn't slept yet till now..
i'm so worried about her...

Dear God,
the only thing i ask of you
is to hold her when i'm not around
when i much to far away
we all need that person who can be true to you
but i left her when i found her
and now i wish i'd stayed
cause i'm lonly and i'm tired
i'm missing u again,
once again..

Fully dedicated to Nurul Suhaida
There are thousand stars in the galaxy, But ones that sparks and shines that i see... It's U Butterfly...

BUTTERFLY

2009-10-19T14:01:00.000-07:00

Do u all believe in LOVE?
I'd Never believe in love before, i always think that love just only a playground words for all the womanizer..
erm..

In this few months, I don't even post anything at my blog..
well, been busy...
but today i one to share all of you guys something that i experience in this couple of months.

It's always about a girl...
She is really a girl of my dream, ok the story begin in a class room...
a advance subject for me..
I walk in to this class, a class for 4th semester and I'm in 3rd semester..
I just walk in, and I'm really a lil bit shy back then..
Then i Saw her, sitting at the back with her friends..
I just walk to my table, and just sitting down and open some books..
And the lecturer start to teach us something, but i didn't catch up till now..
ok, in that semester, i never talk, walk and even approach to her..
i even don't know her name...
but i said to my self, one day i'll make sure that i will talk to her..

So days on and on....

Till the next semester..
I saw her at the cafeteria, then i said..
this is my chance, but i still afraid of meeting her..
even in public area..
wow..
i'm so really nervous..
so, i make the approach
just say "HI" i said to my self,
then said it to her...
she's reply,
just a small chit chat...

and now..

where the story end..?

I just know she's got a Boyfriend in this year,
they been together since high school,
this year is their 6 years they been together..

in this couple of month i'm trying and trying..
she's know that i really like her..
but..
they been together for 6 years!!!!
wow..
it's really break my heart, but...
i REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE HER..
it's always you, it's always been you all the time..

i tried to forget u..
but i can't,
i don't know why...
I miss u BUTTERFLY...

There are thousand stars in the galaxy, But ones that sparks and shines that i see... It's U Butterfly...

That's how i know that LOVE is exist....

dedicated to Ms Nurul Suhaida

Long Time No See

2009-10-19T01:32:00.001-07:00

Is A long time i didn't open my blog and tell something...
well, student like me is busy like hell,
in a couple of months before, i hang out a few of mine.
I'm beginning to hang out with the negative attitude people, such as weed-smokers,drugs addict and alcoholics. I've never taste it before, and it's against my religion, what i knew from them is problem,problem,problem.

Friend with weed-smoker

Get high is everything they know, no weed means no work, no weed make they sad and no weed is no life for them..
It's ok then, but as i know they really spend a lots of money for that thing..
When they spend all their money for weed, finally they do not have any money to buy anything else such as food or even their own toothpaste.

Friends with drugs addict

DrugS!!! never take it, as i know drugs such as ecstasy make them really2 happy for they are, i use to see my friends said he love me and miss me so much, hahaa..
really2 nice to know that huh?
but.. in the end, nothing...
just getting high and have fun, in their own life..
As u know, people takes such as ecstasy, K for Ketamin, or a Heramin-5 is only to forget about their own problem, but that's does not solve anything..

Friends with an alcoholic drinker,

What they do? Is getting drunk every time they drink it,
hahhaha..
people get drunk is really funny to me,
why? have fun??
i still don't know till now, after they are normal from the impact of drunk..
headache, headache, headache.....
haahaha..
if they know that.. why still take it...
hahaha..

we can see all this person at club, bars, our friends, even our housemate,
hahaha..
didn't mean to critics or a bad information for all the above,
is how i see them, how i knew them and how i hang out with them..

for all that involve in this situation, i suggest STOP!!!
having fun not with this thing...
but with desire....

end for the Dosa report,
see u next time,
only at
dosanerakastudio d[-_-]b
music2...

Independent Day Out Fest 2009 at IPOH

2009-02-01T09:29:00.000-08:00

Pada 31 January 2009,
Independent Day Out Fest di Ipoh,
sememangnya telah menggegarkan Ipoh,
tetapi, kemusykilan telah datang Kepada Dosa sendiri,
apa
Motif pihak penganjur meletakkan band acoustic di luar, sedangkan
Band-band aoustic yang perform itu adalah band-band yang gempak,
Tak kan nak mengasingkan industri Musik Malaysia,
Lagi satu,
Contoh
kalau Dosa hendak layan lagu-lagu acoustic tak kan lah Dosa terpaksa
nak keluar? Apalah salahnya jikalau Mix stage Dengan dorang, x kan lah
halau peminat-peminat acoustic kalau diorang nak dengar sambil diorang
pun mahu melihat band-band rock gempak di stage dekat dalam,
tapi x pew
Sebab jenis Dosa, Dosa punya type adalah MUSIC FOR LIFE, tak kisah jenis ape, x kan lah acoustic punye band pun diasingkan,
bagi lah Rakyat Malaysia bukak minda sedikit, lagi-lagi budak sekolah yang x brape nak matured yang dosa tengok di Gig hari itu,
Dosa
tak puas hati lagi pasal maintenance, agak mic tu brape kali da rosak?
Tengah layan lagu-lagu pastu mic pulak rosak... aduh.... susah,

Peniaga-peniaga pun sama lah jugak,

kecian dorang kene hujan, baru nak cari rezeki,

dah air jatuh kat muka, next time buat lah betul-betul

tolonglah, untuk kepuasan bersama..
Tak per ah, ini adalah pandangan Dosa ah sebagai peminat Music di tanah air,
Dosa
cuma nak sampai kan kepada Band Couple Dengan Bunkface, terima kasih
kerana anda masih meminati peminat tidak lupa kepada abang-abang
REVENGE, stylo abiz ah dorg,
Band-band seperti ini adalah contoh yang Dosa suggest dekat boy band yang baru nak naik, sebab dorg x lupe peminat...

Hidup MUSIC,
LOVE them,
FUXX JEWISH!!!!
Salam Akhir dari Dosa and HK,
Thanks PAKAI Group www.myspace.com/labelpakai,
cau mnk
dosaneraka.LUFT™@Helter Kelter